203、Chapter 199

作者有话要说：

5月2日：

存稿箱君曰：

本章的诗歌，来自于泰戈尔的《最后的星期集》。

ps. 咦明天就是200章了吗时间过得真快啊。。。

我猜大家一看这种出没在正文上方的作者有话说，大概就会猜到本章会有配乐君突然来袭！【什么鬼

本章的配乐，来自于jennifer hudson在s-m-a-s-h里唱的歌&i can;t let go&。

以作者菌的尿性，选择这首歌当然一是因为它旋律好听，二是因为它的歌词意味深长。。。

大概的意思就是说妹子死心啦，你想要重新开始，可是我的心难以忘怀以前受过的伤什么的。。。

they say nothing lasts forever

well, i wish that that were true

039;taway

they sing, &everything must change&,

they say that time will see you through

well, i039;ve waited for that day

but i wakewith this anger

and the pain won;t letbe

and the □□ile i share

is only there for show

if i hangto this heartache

thensoul will notfree

so i keep trying

but i just cannot let go

i can;t let go

oh, i needto remind me

i can;t let go

oh, i just repeat the past

and though your arms are saying yes

i feelheart keep saying no

i wantlove you

but i can;t let go

i havelive through bad beginnings

and i;ve seen unhappy ends

so i close the book

before the story starts

i;m just a witnessmy lifetime

and i;m a strangermy friends

i;m a trafficker

of broke and damaged hearts

now, you askto start over

but it;s easier said than done